i give up

i dnt wan think nemorr.. i dnt wann hope.. i dnt wann do anything... watever happenz happenz.. im tired BLAHHHHHHH

=/ im sickkk... have a fever nd my head hurts lyk shittt...
blahhh hopefully i get better...
im in SB supposed to go to the OC 2nyt w/ frenz to a party but iono =/ i dnt feel good..
so if i cnt take it then imma juz restt then go back to LA 2morow...
well iono wat esle to write so im outt

sooo tired

o.O well im bck in SB got home around 2/3ishh?!?? mahnn i was falling asleep on the freeway hahahhah... gon get ready after i blog then head back to LA to drive madirr sumwer den back to SB then im off again to LA til next week.. i swear i dnt wan leave that place i lyk it der muchooo hayyyzyzz... && ohhh my couzo said shes gon help me convince my mom to let me move there prolly on fall so i can go to skol there. hopefully she said yess (:

well i rely like last nii.. the talkz we had was amazing... i actually feel alot better it helpz alot cuz alot of questionz was answered.. basta (: .. if u dunno wat im talkin bout ishhhh dnt worry bout it its for me to know nd for u to find out. hahaha jks

well im off to LA again.. laterzzzzzzzzzzzzz

im in LA trickkkk

soooooooo if u read my blog frm few dayz ago which i deleted cuz its pointless.. well i actually deleted a whole bunch of blogs.. i said i was gon go away for a while.. well im blogging from North Hollywood rii now (: i left my place cuz i was goin crazzie there i cudnt handle stayin there.. &&&&&&&&&& i like it here ohh goshhh i sooo wan move here. hmmm shud i?? jksss iono one dayy... well im stayin at couzo's pad but since i got here i havent rely been stayin here hahhaha been out errday & errnight sleepin at frenz pad... nd since sunday i havent rely been sleeping well maybe for only lyk 1-2 hrs every night =/ but last night i finally slept for iono maybe 4-5?? hahahha better than before lolz.. soo yeaa i feel good rii now cuz im not that tired.. lol.. & damn ive been driving everywer >.< my allawance for gas is almost runnin out hahah ishhhh.. but wateverr...  

i feel kinda better now but hopefully soon i'll be GREAT (:
(f u dnt get wat i mean den dnt worry bout it.. lol)


mahnn my frenz nd i made planz for 2nyt but tang ina its ruind.. mom calld me last night tellin me i i need to go home 2nyt to drive her back here to LA 2morow.. blahhh damnit soo pissd.. i was hella excited been wanting to go w/ em for months but never had d chance til now but wtf... =/ nd i relly dnt wan go back to lame ass san bernardino... ohhh wellz..

soo farr

my stay here (wer??? dnt worry bout it lol) has been great.. (: only been here less than a day nd im already havin a blast.. juz got back lyk 2 hrz ago been out all nii nd goshh it feelz great not having anybody telling you to go home hahaha.. soo yeaa i havent slept nd im not even sleepy.. prolly gon go out pretty soon but iono shud i?? i dnt wan stay here nd b bored nd think >.< ...
blahhh well il update again later on how my day went (:

woke up earlie

hahah i was supposed to update yesterday on how the doctor nd my skool went.. but i forgot nd then i went off the comp earlie hahah ohh wellz il do it rii now..

hmmm the doctor went kayy.. mom's thing wasnt that serious .. they juz gaved her antibiotics.. the wait drove me crazzie tho.. o.O ohhemmgee i hate goin to the doctors .. takez forever.. i waited for mom for prolly 2-3 hrs.. i swearr i was dyin of boredom.. =/

after the doctors we went to Crafton Hills College to turn in paperz for my residency soo yeaaa my tuition went down frm 500ishh to iono 100ishh.. hahah.. hmmm i guess the drive isnt that bad either lyk i thot it was gon be superr farr but hmmmm the skol i was gon go to before isnt that far frm wer this one is.. nd its kinda pretty up there its on top of hte hill lotz of trees so it wnt be that hott.. nd ohh i start skool NEXT MONTHHH.. yayy??? lol the class is only 6 weeks long i go on TUES & THURS only.. hahah soo yeaa still have time to gala during the summer..

well my day juz barely started so i hav nuthin to rely tell for today.. soo yeaa il update later... nd foreals this time im relly gon update later.. lol

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UPDATING

well ders nuthin relly to update i didnt do ishhhh today.. picked up marlon at the train station around 10ishh... went home we wer starvin nooo food in the house so we bought THAI foodz yuummz then the rest of the time i was juz either online myspacin/blogging or watching all those drama on TFC.. haaha soo yeaa overall my day was BORINGG

&& ohh forgot to mention im CAR-less.. =/ marlon rented my car til saturday.. i needed the $$$$$ so i agreed... i needed to buy mark his ipod that was stolen in my carr wen it got broken into =/ lyk few months ago bohoooo mahnn cudve gone shoppin w/ that money mahn.. grrrrrrrr oh wel water.. lol..

hiii againnn

ohhh mahnn its been dayz since my last blogg..
this sites been stressin me out.. not being able to figure out why the COMMENT button wasnt showing.. went crazzie for 2 dayz looking for codes o.O nd i didnt have any luck so i quit usin it i didnt wan go PSYCHO crazzie again.. ahahha lmfao...
BUTTTTTTTT today i fixed it.. (: soo happy.. hahhaa

well anywhoooooooo rii now waitin for momz DR to call so we can go get her check.. =/
sumthings wrong w/ her dnt feel lyk goin into details.. but yeaa hopefully its nuthin too seriouss.. BUT im kinda scared.. hayyyyzzz

well after the DR's we might go to the college that im plannin to go to..
i did all the registration online but they need proff of residency so blahh hafta drive der nd show em paper stuff... its kinda farrr o.O lyk 30 minz drive errday soo ionoooo im kinda having 2nd thotz of goin there.. but hmmm il see laterr.. ive never been to that school.. but alot of ppl told me bout it nd all of em sounds GOOD.. hahah soo yeaa imma go look around laterrr...
hopefully i lyk it.. lolz i relly need to go back to school.. been bummin around for lyk 4 months now.. NOO JOB.. NOO SCHOOL.. o.O its gettin iffin boring.. hahhaa

well il update laterr on on how the DR nd the school went hmmkayy (:

new layout

whoaaa i lyk my new layout.. (: workd on it for lyk 5 hrs.. hahahah >.<>

well today lyk i said i didnt go newer cuz i was workin on the layout..
blahh my head actually hurt been on the comp wayyyyyy too longg...
well gon get off after thiss post.. blahhh im hella hungryyy but i dnt wan eat.. im actually on a diet rii now cuz ive been w/e bout my weight nd i got chubby =/ soo yeaa time to get back in shape.. i might juz eat sum bread..

well im done.. head hurtin lyk ishhh..
cnt take it nemorr...