i miss blogspot

nooo not relly.. hahahha jksss
damnnn i need to start postin blogs.. my page looks sooo ehhhh w/ one post every month or every oder month.. hahah soo yeaa imma make an effort of postin one every other DAYYYY (:


welll soo muchhhh had happend in my 2-3 weeks of not postin nethin.. lol lyk wen i say SOOO MUCHH.. i meant SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHH. yuu hav noo ideaaa how crazzie this month had been.. haha but im not gon sayy it cuz today i juz wan post happy memoriez.. lol

sooo yesterday was sunday.. in the morning before church i was feeling ishh so i called sum1 nd we talkd for a lil den we decided wer gon talk more after church... went to church nd OHHHHHHHHHHH EMMMMMM GEEEEEEEEE.. it felt lyk GOD was talking to me.. lyk errthing the pastor was sayin had sumthin to do w/ me.. lyk ehhh iono soo hard to explain but i knew it was a sign... den dat afternoon me sum1 spent time together and we talked nd it felt good.. i havent felt that in awhile i hella missed it.. iono it juz made me happy..


&& now im off to go find my book.. hahah lmfao.. i lost it sumwer in the house or n d car.. ionoooo.... im actually reading NEW MOON.. lmfao iono its hella interesting.. im on page 90ishh out of 500ishh?? nd i only hav a week to finish it before i clean mitch's car.. bwhahaha ishhh watev i tried (not relly) hahaha jks..

updating lang

soooo damnn its been awhile.. hehehe juz been lazzie nd ddnt feel lyk sharing my life's drama.. bohoooo but watev i thot its bout time to let sum shiii out.. been carryin alot of weight juz need to take sum of it outtt

well newhoooo soo i dnt get how sumone who i cared alot bout cud think alot of ishhhh about me.. lyk i dnt get how he cud think i wan b part of sumthing soo messed up lyk that.. i thot he knws me better than that but i guess i was wrong... lyk seriously im soo LOSTT about all this ishhh o.O but ehhhhhhh i dnt wan think nemorr... imma let it be done defending myself all the time..

sooo SUMMMERRRRRSS finally here... been out w/ frenz almost errday.. been to 6flags , been to lake balboa, been go cart racing && moreeeeeeee... soo funn... i thot this summer was gon be lyk ishhh but nahhh its actually turning out AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE (: