pissdd off

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i swear to BOB(lol) diz biotch is pissin the shii out of me.. diz past few mnth iv been holding it in tryin so hard not to let it bother me but i swear it juz keepz gettin worste nd worste fckk.. i swear she needs to fuckin back off nd mind her own shittttttttttttttttttt >=/.. nd let me fckin be...
she might think i dnt notice it bcuz im not sayin nething but juz keep pushin my buttons biotch nd il show u wsuhppp... ya'll kno im nice but fck me over nd il show u wsuhp..

ehhhhh people these dayz..nd ohh forgot to say the reason why im soo pissd is bcuz diz is the 2nd time diz happend.. it happened before.. goshh SHEEE JUZ LOVEE TO MEZZ W/ THINGS I LIKE.. FUCK YOU HOEEE

ehhhh

bcuz i feel sad so im blogging lol


ehhhhhhhhhhhh watever mahnnn im done showing how i feel to people..ive been so weak nd too emotional.. i tink its time for me too start keeping how i feel to myself nd not show too much nd care too muchh... (: yeaa imma do that..

well juz had a serious talk w/ him nd i mean its not even bad i get wer his commin frm but idk it fckin made me sad.. hahaha fckk dumbasss me.. i shudnt let it affect me but it is... but ehhh it made me realized stuff so i guess.. =]]

well ehhhh iono wat else to say so byeezz

no control

todayy iv been gettin different kinds of emotions..
lyk im happy den next minute im sad then next im angry.. WAT THE FUCKK IS GOIN ON.. =/ i swearr i woke up around 7ishh today nd i was pissd as fckkk cuz of sumthing.. then i went back to sleep nd i woke up happy... then i was goin thru my piktures nd i saw piktures frm the past nd it made me cry haha >.< ughhh damnittt
i hate diz i feel hella BI POLOR lol.. ehhh wateverrr

well rii now tryin to decide weither i shud party in LA or here in SB idk ughhh watever happenz happen =]]]]]]