worst weekend!!

is it really that hard to show me that im NOT juz another girl...


sooo last night me my boifren got in another fighttt.. iono it juz sucksss knowin he cnt even stay a lil longer to keep me company... i understand his tired nd wants to sleep but OK cnt even stay for a bit?? juz shows how much he relly cares =/...it juz hurts i feel lyk im nobody to him.. like i wasnt even gon make him stay long.. like f 10 minz passd nd my frenz still not there i was gon let him go home but before i can even say that he kept tellin me to leave nd go inside cuz he wnts to go... errr juz makes me mad cuz i wudnt leave him hanging like that... iono rii now i juz relly feel lyk im nobody to him.. =/

well i got inside my house waited for my frenz to pick me up to chill at marco'z house but fckin bitchasses ddnt pick me up.. juz added to my already fuckd up nd  miserable niight.. soo i got hella mad nd called aileen to pick me up.. soo i went to marco's house in rage.. i ddnt give a fuck f theres other ppl there besides d FOBs i started screaming nd told em to get their printing shitt out of my house.. f dey cnt even pick me up why bother lettin them use my house for their business..im already doin em a big favor nd small shitt lyk that they cnt even do for me. ok!! BUTTTT  woww never broke down infront of so many people  it was soo embarrassing.. but ehh  most of them apologized xcept diz one bitchass .. i dnt give a fuck nemor tho i dnt want his bitchass in my house nmorr!!

soo overr all I FUCKIN HATE MY WEEKEND

ohhemmgee

soo yeaa me nd d bf broke up for lyk a few seconds on on sat nii lolx >.< ohhgoshh thank GOD it wasnt foreals iono wat i wud do w/out him =/... well last saturday nii was a blurrr lmao i rely dnt rmember half the things that happend..  soo on it was Tommy's friend Nancy's bday she had a get together at a hotel it was funn.. well my dumbass ddnt eat anything that day && was drinking like stupid >.< soo yeaa i got hella fucked up... bf got hella mad i rmember sum part wer he was bein hella mean to me lolx but ehh i guess i deservd it..but damnn he told me he broke up w/ me nd i ddnt even bother fyting for it i juz sed OK nd hangup.. wowww that is soo not me hahahah see what alcohol does to people...ehhh NOO MOREE.. im done drinking tho fuckk alcohol not worth throwin up for 6 hrs ughhhh craziest hangover everrr i felt lyk dyin -_____________-

how dare my boifren take a pix of me fuckd up the floor >.< soo embarrassin lol

rain rain go away

lmao well xcept the sunny part.. lmao its rainin nd gloomy outside but ehhh its still a gooood morning wohoooooo..

sooo last nii i was mad at the bf >.< for what reason?? stupid reason.. lmao.. errrr mahnnn i broke my new years resolution promised i wasnt gon bitch nmor but here i am again =/. idk i tink wayy too much i hate it wen shitt like diz happen drives me crazzy nd i hate myself for gettin mad at stuff blahhhhhhhhhhhhh... need to change, i want to change, i will change -___________________-...  well glad we fixed it nd wer ok now.. i felt soo much better wen he came over nd hugged me.. my anger went away nd i felt happy again.. goshhh i dnt ever wan b mad at him >.<..

omg i saw diz pix earlier nd it crackd me up hahahahah sooo funny nd grostt at the same time hahahahahah ohhgezzness >.<

rii now juz bummin at home cuz its too damn cold outside... gon workout soon i like how my stomach is rii now soo small nd i can see my curves now wohooooooooooooo 2 dayz of hardwork nd  pain soo worth it

blahh

i relly dnt like how i fee rii now =/.. im so annoyed nd peeved.. fuckk diz mezz..
ehhh gon watch a movie hopefully it calms me down 

3rd monthsary

sooo today is my boifren nd i's 3rd months wohooooooooooo =]]... hopin for for monthsary to comee <333.. i love diz boi like no otherrr he makes my heart skip a beat.. real talk tho it hasnt been that long since we started talking nd gettin to kno each other but i feel so close nd i feel lyk iv known him for hte longest time... i feel comfortable around him i feel like i have nuthin to hide and that i can b myself... & same goes for him.. how do i kno?? he told me so.. lmao nd i can tell hahaha..  he does the weirdest yet cuttest things idk it juz makes me giggle & smile.. wen he does sumthing mean i try to b mad but i cnt why is that?? >.< i wan b maddd damnit!!! hahahaha jksss but seriously tho derz alot of momentz wer i shudv been mad at him but iono why i cudnt iono >.<.. i guess whats how relationshipz shud be instead of fighting over small nd stupid stufff juz laugh it off nd forget bout it bcuz its not worth the effort nd the time fighting over it... =]]

I  YOU TOMMY NGUYEN 10.20.09

alkdfasdkalkd

yati pisti buang yawa.. errrrrrrrrrrrrrr fuckin mad rii now...
i swear nindota nimo labayan og sumthing errrrrrrrr =/
kahibalo man ko ba dli ko bugo.. buang buang buang!!!!!!!!
cge ra kay once mapuno gani ko bahala najud ka sa imong kinabuhi PISTI!!!
hapit najud, HAPIT NAJUD! cge lang jud padayon rajud >=[

funnnnn weekend

one of the best weekend iv had in a longggggggggg timee  =]] i wud soo put diz weekend on repeat if i can hahah esp yesterday =]]]]]]]


SATURDAY
woke up around 7am to take mom to my aunt in Victorville.. drove em around  to go shopping... got home cleaned for 5 hrs & got the house ready for hte boifren's bday party was iffin exhausted... then went to SINULOG it was iighttt not as fun as the past sinulogs idk whyy...

boifren's party was funn.. well had a lil drama >.< idk my bitchass started bitchin bout sumthin lolx.. i feel bad cuz i kinda ruined my boifren's mood for a min. idk i was exhausted and was stressin bout d party..  ppl juz started commin nd ppl wer too loud was scared neighborz gon complain i dnt wan get in trouble.. && the brother started bitchin nd sum frenz wer bein blahh soo yeaa killed mahh mood... but its all goood i finally got mah self together nd started actin rii again... soo the bf got hella fuckd up lmao so had to take care of him <3.. his super cute wen his asleep he looks so peaceful nd nice but wen his awake his an asshole.. lmao jk well sumtimes >.< but ehhh..  LOL

 

SUNDAY   Jan 17

  babyloveee

well yesterday was the highlight of my weekend =]].. went w/ the boifren to the OC to spend his bday w/ his family... went out to eat && then we movie hopped.. me nd the bf saw THE BOOK OF ELI it was a really goood movie you people shud watch it im tellin u u'll like it.. then we met up w/ his fam nd watched ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS cutee movie lmao...OMG i swear his nephews nd niece are soo adorable... <3333 greattt dayyy...

 pics we took while waitin for d movie =]]

unproductive

omg i was sleepin basically d whole day today efff... i woke up around 9ishh nd i was kinda annoyed bout sumthing so my morning was blahhhhhhhhhhhhh...  i juz bummd it watched movies then got tired so i went to sleep nd woke up again around 3ishh.. mahnn soo unproductive bohoooo....

can u believe i was hella nice to my mom for the past 3 days.. did mostly errthing she told me to do w/out complanin >.<.. whyyyy??? soo she'll leave 2morow nd i can throw my boifren a bday kickback at my house.. lmao... sooo lotz of things to do 2morow.. take my mom to Victorville her nd auntie wnts to shop so hafta drive them around.. come home around prolly 12ishh then start cleaningg then around 7ishhh goin to SINULOG '10.. wohoooooooooo kinda excited... then boifren's bday kickback.. =]]]]... not gon drink tho gon stay hella sobber that night I PROMISEEE!!! lolx

well iono wat else to write so il update laterr maybe.....

slackin

@ 11:16 pm

juz updatin... i change mah layout =]] wohooo its bout time ive that old mezz for months it was gettin hella old... idk how to fix d middle part tried to find a code for it but iono how to fix it so ehh fuck it still look nice =]]....

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well skol started monday but me nd my bro lagged it so we didnt get any classes so ehhhhhh >.< fuckk wer screwed... well idk i myt b able to do pharmacy tech so idk il see bout that.. if not then i guess imma chill diz sem nd find a job >.< blahh gayyyy.. since monday been hanging-out alot w/ the boifren esp at skol.. but thats gon change after today cuz i wnt b goin to skol blahhh lameeeeasssshitt.. ehhhh gon try to rely b productive diz sem if i dnt go to skol.. i swear imma try to find a job.. i rely wan do pharmacy tech but that mezz is 3K so ehhh idk..

well iono wat else to write sooo blahh latez