blahh

i relly dnt like how i fee rii now =/.. im so annoyed nd peeved.. fuckk diz mezz..
ehhh gon watch a movie hopefully it calms me down 

3rd monthsary

sooo today is my boifren nd i's 3rd months wohooooooooooo =]]... hopin for for monthsary to comee <333.. i love diz boi like no otherrr he makes my heart skip a beat.. real talk tho it hasnt been that long since we started talking nd gettin to kno each other but i feel so close nd i feel lyk iv known him for hte longest time... i feel comfortable around him i feel like i have nuthin to hide and that i can b myself... & same goes for him.. how do i kno?? he told me so.. lmao nd i can tell hahaha..  he does the weirdest yet cuttest things idk it juz makes me giggle & smile.. wen he does sumthing mean i try to b mad but i cnt why is that?? >.< i wan b maddd damnit!!! hahahaha jksss but seriously tho derz alot of momentz wer i shudv been mad at him but iono why i cudnt iono >.<.. i guess whats how relationshipz shud be instead of fighting over small nd stupid stufff juz laugh it off nd forget bout it bcuz its not worth the effort nd the time fighting over it... =]]

I  YOU TOMMY NGUYEN 10.20.09

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yati pisti buang yawa.. errrrrrrrrrrrrrr fuckin mad rii now...
i swear nindota nimo labayan og sumthing errrrrrrrr =/
kahibalo man ko ba dli ko bugo.. buang buang buang!!!!!!!!
cge ra kay once mapuno gani ko bahala najud ka sa imong kinabuhi PISTI!!!
hapit najud, HAPIT NAJUD! cge lang jud padayon rajud >=[

funnnnn weekend

one of the best weekend iv had in a longggggggggg timee  =]] i wud soo put diz weekend on repeat if i can hahah esp yesterday =]]]]]]]


SATURDAY
woke up around 7am to take mom to my aunt in Victorville.. drove em around  to go shopping... got home cleaned for 5 hrs & got the house ready for hte boifren's bday party was iffin exhausted... then went to SINULOG it was iighttt not as fun as the past sinulogs idk whyy...

boifren's party was funn.. well had a lil drama >.< idk my bitchass started bitchin bout sumthin lolx.. i feel bad cuz i kinda ruined my boifren's mood for a min. idk i was exhausted and was stressin bout d party..  ppl juz started commin nd ppl wer too loud was scared neighborz gon complain i dnt wan get in trouble.. && the brother started bitchin nd sum frenz wer bein blahh soo yeaa killed mahh mood... but its all goood i finally got mah self together nd started actin rii again... soo the bf got hella fuckd up lmao so had to take care of him <3.. his super cute wen his asleep he looks so peaceful nd nice but wen his awake his an asshole.. lmao jk well sumtimes >.< but ehhh..  LOL

 

SUNDAY   Jan 17

  babyloveee

well yesterday was the highlight of my weekend =]].. went w/ the boifren to the OC to spend his bday w/ his family... went out to eat && then we movie hopped.. me nd the bf saw THE BOOK OF ELI it was a really goood movie you people shud watch it im tellin u u'll like it.. then we met up w/ his fam nd watched ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS cutee movie lmao...OMG i swear his nephews nd niece are soo adorable... <3333 greattt dayyy...

 pics we took while waitin for d movie =]]

unproductive

omg i was sleepin basically d whole day today efff... i woke up around 9ishh nd i was kinda annoyed bout sumthing so my morning was blahhhhhhhhhhhhh...  i juz bummd it watched movies then got tired so i went to sleep nd woke up again around 3ishh.. mahnn soo unproductive bohoooo....

can u believe i was hella nice to my mom for the past 3 days.. did mostly errthing she told me to do w/out complanin >.<.. whyyyy??? soo she'll leave 2morow nd i can throw my boifren a bday kickback at my house.. lmao... sooo lotz of things to do 2morow.. take my mom to Victorville her nd auntie wnts to shop so hafta drive them around.. come home around prolly 12ishh then start cleaningg then around 7ishhh goin to SINULOG '10.. wohoooooooooo kinda excited... then boifren's bday kickback.. =]]]]... not gon drink tho gon stay hella sobber that night I PROMISEEE!!! lolx

well iono wat else to write so il update laterr maybe.....

slackin

@ 11:16 pm

juz updatin... i change mah layout =]] wohooo its bout time ive that old mezz for months it was gettin hella old... idk how to fix d middle part tried to find a code for it but iono how to fix it so ehh fuck it still look nice =]]....

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well skol started monday but me nd my bro lagged it so we didnt get any classes so ehhhhhh >.< fuckk wer screwed... well idk i myt b able to do pharmacy tech so idk il see bout that.. if not then i guess imma chill diz sem nd find a job >.< blahh gayyyy.. since monday been hanging-out alot w/ the boifren esp at skol.. but thats gon change after today cuz i wnt b goin to skol blahhh lameeeeasssshitt.. ehhhh gon try to rely b productive diz sem if i dnt go to skol.. i swear imma try to find a job.. i rely wan do pharmacy tech but that mezz is 3K so ehhh idk..

well iono wat else to write sooo blahh latez

neww stories

woww i noticed iv been blogging once a month hahahha >.< thats bad.. my poor page look so lonelyyy haahah && i need to change my layout o.O its gettin old haha well newhoo ohh goshh its DEC already.. Christmas is commin fastt nd 09 is bout to end ohh damnn..09 has been the crazziest yer of my whole entire life.. all the dramas, the fights, the fun, loosing && gaining of frenz,.... mahnn idk but im hella ready for yer 2010 to comee..



well last night i kinda broke down infrnt of my bf >.< ehhh.. idk i juz think too muchh nd i let get into me... but glad to kno he really does care... he came over even tho it was hella late nd he has skol earlie in the morning for me it proves alot cuz he ddnt juz ignore how i feel nd he actually wantd to comfort me.. i ddnt tell him the reason tho && i dnt wanna tell him the reason.. i mean idk i shudv but i dnt see the point it was my fault i saw all those but still.. ehh imma let diz one pass but next tym it happenz im not gon stay quiet... well cause of last night i learnd that i shud put my guard up even tho u trust that person alot humanz are humans there gon messd up at sum point nd i dnt wan wait for that day to come nd i have nuthin guardin me...
i lyk him alot && i already love him... im rely scared ughhhhhhhhhh
"GUGMANG GI ATAY" maoray maka patay lol...

rollercoaster day

sooo 11/11/09 is prolly the most random-ishh, gayy-ishh, suck-ishh nd OK day of my life.. lol..

got in a lil fyt w/ the boifren =/... i guess that was kinda sorta our 1st fyt.. lol.. it was cuz of sumthing stupid but ehhh watever we fixed it nd now wer goood again..

woke up nd got a call frm my aunt that my lola / grandma in the PHIL (wel shes my real grandma's sister.. shes d only lola i grew up w/ cuz most of my lola live far or died already) =/ so that made my day crappy.. RIP lola Oning.. i kno ur in GOD's hand now =]...

&&& d rest of the day i was out w/ my mom shoppin furnitures nd things for hte house.. i like our house nowww wohoooo.. &&& ohh i forgot to blog bout thiz but i moved to a new house hahaha soo yeaa thatz why wer decoratin..

well imma go get ready gon hangout w/ the boifren =]

pissdd off

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i swear to BOB(lol) diz biotch is pissin the shii out of me.. diz past few mnth iv been holding it in tryin so hard not to let it bother me but i swear it juz keepz gettin worste nd worste fckk.. i swear she needs to fuckin back off nd mind her own shittttttttttttttttttt >=/.. nd let me fckin be...
she might think i dnt notice it bcuz im not sayin nething but juz keep pushin my buttons biotch nd il show u wsuhppp... ya'll kno im nice but fck me over nd il show u wsuhp..

ehhhhh people these dayz..nd ohh forgot to say the reason why im soo pissd is bcuz diz is the 2nd time diz happend.. it happened before.. goshh SHEEE JUZ LOVEE TO MEZZ W/ THINGS I LIKE.. FUCK YOU HOEEE

ehhhh

bcuz i feel sad so im blogging lol


ehhhhhhhhhhhh watever mahnnn im done showing how i feel to people..ive been so weak nd too emotional.. i tink its time for me too start keeping how i feel to myself nd not show too much nd care too muchh... (: yeaa imma do that..

well juz had a serious talk w/ him nd i mean its not even bad i get wer his commin frm but idk it fckin made me sad.. hahaha fckk dumbasss me.. i shudnt let it affect me but it is... but ehhh it made me realized stuff so i guess.. =]]

well ehhhh iono wat else to say so byeezz