i feel soo fat

uhhhgg i need to start dieting/working out.. bohoooo i feel lyk a whale =/.. i eat 3-5 times a dayy OHHHEMMGEEE yuckkk.. lol i can actually see it in my face its gettin wideerrr soo grostt.. soo yeaa starting today imm limit my eating to once a day.... i cnt deal w/ the fatness its makin me deppress hahahahah lookie my stomach soo widee.. noo moree "coca cola body".. haha u gotta b filipino to kno that insiderrr I THINKK.. lol


well rii now im watching DEGRASSI GOES TO HOLLYWOOD.. hahah yess i watch that showw lol hahahah sooo bored...

randommness

blahhh today ddnt do muchh... went grocery shoppin.. dropped off the laptop to get it fix.. pigged out.. took a very longg nap && now im at home bored. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i wan workout but im too tired hahahaha... hmmm what is there to do... gon bumm around nd watch tv, watch my TFC nd mayb pigg out again.. bohoooooo effffffffffff.. lol

well newhoo skool starts on monday for me =/ blahhhhhh

back on my prowl

lol nahhh ionooo..... w/e im not gon search imma wait for that right person for me (: .. i kno his out there sumwher looking for me.. hahahahha wtf.. ehhhhhh last night was one of the weirdest night ive had.. so hard to fall asleep >.< was hella tired eyes half close but brain wont turn off.. LMFAO im soooo tired rii nowwww..





well wat is there to do todayyyy o.O ... lalalalalalalalalalal ... i wann go sumwer but im too lazzie to go drive lol blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh FML

something new about me

soo this summer i did alot of things to my body

1. got a 2nd hole to my ears

2. got my 1st tat


3. got my belly pierced

ignore d paper towel hanging.. haha i juz got it wen i took the pix soo i need to cover it lol


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nwayz ehhhhhhhhh im tired of being sad... i wan b happy again so im gon try to juz not worry bout watever is happening.. lalala hopefully im strong enuff to not cry nemorrr hahah..

FUCKKK

soo today started out great.. but few minz ago errthing changed.. i feel lyk shitt =/..
fckkkkkk... =/

i miss blogspot

nooo not relly.. hahahha jksss
damnnn i need to start postin blogs.. my page looks sooo ehhhh w/ one post every month or every oder month.. hahah soo yeaa imma make an effort of postin one every other DAYYYY (:


welll soo muchhhh had happend in my 2-3 weeks of not postin nethin.. lol lyk wen i say SOOO MUCHH.. i meant SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHH. yuu hav noo ideaaa how crazzie this month had been.. haha but im not gon sayy it cuz today i juz wan post happy memoriez.. lol

sooo yesterday was sunday.. in the morning before church i was feeling ishh so i called sum1 nd we talkd for a lil den we decided wer gon talk more after church... went to church nd OHHHHHHHHHHH EMMMMMM GEEEEEEEEE.. it felt lyk GOD was talking to me.. lyk errthing the pastor was sayin had sumthin to do w/ me.. lyk ehhh iono soo hard to explain but i knew it was a sign... den dat afternoon me sum1 spent time together and we talked nd it felt good.. i havent felt that in awhile i hella missed it.. iono it juz made me happy..


&& now im off to go find my book.. hahah lmfao.. i lost it sumwer in the house or n d car.. ionoooo.... im actually reading NEW MOON.. lmfao iono its hella interesting.. im on page 90ishh out of 500ishh?? nd i only hav a week to finish it before i clean mitch's car.. bwhahaha ishhh watev i tried (not relly) hahaha jks..

updating lang

soooo damnn its been awhile.. hehehe juz been lazzie nd ddnt feel lyk sharing my life's drama.. bohoooo but watev i thot its bout time to let sum shiii out.. been carryin alot of weight juz need to take sum of it outtt

well newhoooo soo i dnt get how sumone who i cared alot bout cud think alot of ishhhh about me.. lyk i dnt get how he cud think i wan b part of sumthing soo messed up lyk that.. i thot he knws me better than that but i guess i was wrong... lyk seriously im soo LOSTT about all this ishhh o.O but ehhhhhhh i dnt wan think nemorr... imma let it be done defending myself all the time..

sooo SUMMMERRRRRSS finally here... been out w/ frenz almost errday.. been to 6flags , been to lake balboa, been go cart racing && moreeeeeeee... soo funn... i thot this summer was gon be lyk ishhh but nahhh its actually turning out AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

i give up

i dnt wan think nemorr.. i dnt wann hope.. i dnt wann do anything... watever happenz happenz.. im tired BLAHHHHHHH

=/ im sickkk... have a fever nd my head hurts lyk shittt...
blahhh hopefully i get better...
im in SB supposed to go to the OC 2nyt w/ frenz to a party but iono =/ i dnt feel good..
so if i cnt take it then imma juz restt then go back to LA 2morow...
well iono wat esle to write so im outt

sooo tired

o.O well im bck in SB got home around 2/3ishh?!?? mahnn i was falling asleep on the freeway hahahhah... gon get ready after i blog then head back to LA to drive madirr sumwer den back to SB then im off again to LA til next week.. i swear i dnt wan leave that place i lyk it der muchooo hayyyzyzz... && ohhh my couzo said shes gon help me convince my mom to let me move there prolly on fall so i can go to skol there. hopefully she said yess (:

well i rely like last nii.. the talkz we had was amazing... i actually feel alot better it helpz alot cuz alot of questionz was answered.. basta (: .. if u dunno wat im talkin bout ishhhh dnt worry bout it its for me to know nd for u to find out. hahaha jks

well im off to LA again.. laterzzzzzzzzzzzzz

im in LA trickkkk

soooooooo if u read my blog frm few dayz ago which i deleted cuz its pointless.. well i actually deleted a whole bunch of blogs.. i said i was gon go away for a while.. well im blogging from North Hollywood rii now (: i left my place cuz i was goin crazzie there i cudnt handle stayin there.. &&&&&&&&&& i like it here ohh goshhh i sooo wan move here. hmmm shud i?? jksss iono one dayy... well im stayin at couzo's pad but since i got here i havent rely been stayin here hahhaha been out errday & errnight sleepin at frenz pad... nd since sunday i havent rely been sleeping well maybe for only lyk 1-2 hrs every night =/ but last night i finally slept for iono maybe 4-5?? hahahha better than before lolz.. soo yeaa i feel good rii now cuz im not that tired.. lol.. & damn ive been driving everywer >.< my allawance for gas is almost runnin out hahah ishhhh.. but wateverr...  

i feel kinda better now but hopefully soon i'll be GREAT (:
(f u dnt get wat i mean den dnt worry bout it.. lol)


mahnn my frenz nd i made planz for 2nyt but tang ina its ruind.. mom calld me last night tellin me i i need to go home 2nyt to drive her back here to LA 2morow.. blahhh damnit soo pissd.. i was hella excited been wanting to go w/ em for months but never had d chance til now but wtf... =/ nd i relly dnt wan go back to lame ass san bernardino... ohhh wellz..